很久没有用中文写字了。今天，早上去上了两个小时的课，接着就没有课了，所以就找个回家的朋友载我下镇一趟。因为我的银行卡出了少许问题，我无法在网上购物，询问了银行的客户服后说是有必须去亲自去银行办手续。去到了美里唯一的镇，也找到了银行。银行外观倒是不错，里面也十分繁忙，但是就明显地拥有旧款装潢。然后，我直接走到客户服务台，说明来历。原来，美里的银行不是可以长话短说的，可能他们不赶时间吧！我把电话客户服务的说的东西告诉他们完全就是浪费时间，因为他们完全没听说过那种名词。从柜台客户服务小姐到资深的幕后人员，竟然没有人懂是什么名词。半个小时里，我都在讲，但是他们却问了又问，再三确定我做的东西。我心里偷偷的想，这个小镇真的那么落后吗？怎么可能一点专业的样子都没有？柜台小姐还露出一副不耐烦的样子，怎么她不专业还能在柜台服务的？后来，资深的幕后人员打电话回 总公司询问，出来的结果还不是和我说的没两样... 我实在无言以对。在纸上签了个名后，拿回我的卡，就回家去买机票。终于买到了，有够感动，因为某陈小姐烦了我很多天^^

 

可是，我的lens adapter还是没有办法网上买，有点想回去问银行，却又不想浪费时间。只好等哥哥上网叫他帮我，等了好久。

今天，马银行股票跌了两毛，很想买却狠不下心。多天来都是三两分的上升，却跌个两毛。希望再跌，不然补不回损失的五十块，伤心。云顶跌了很多天了，看情况还能跌。

This October, everything will become different from before. Well, the previous message isn't copy from the introduction of the prelude of movie but I am going to loss my room when i go home. Nothing much, my lovely brother is going to marry with his lovely girlfriend whom I called sister-in-law but what is the relationship between my brother's wedding and my room? The problem is my parents planning decorate my room to become the bridal chamber. Ops, everytime i go home the first thing i remember is my messy room but now no more. It gonna be very tidy and fully red when I go back. Definitely, i have no chance to see my room for the last. I have no idea where my stuff are going to move to. Worst thing should be I no longer have my own room and i dunno where i m going to sleep. Previously, my brother love to sleep in the living room instead of sleeping room since we are sharing the same room. But now, everything gonna change. I am going to sleep living room and my brother will sleep in sleeping room. What a nice turnover=.='

 

I would like to buy my camera a 58mm filter but damn canon selling their filter at the sky price. Shit, a piece of uv filter need 250 and polarizer need around 300 even hoya also need 270 something to have a nice filter. Gosh, my card can't proceed to online shopping and i wonder why. Now looking for a person who can help me buy my filter adapter. When talk about camera, it remind me that my brother don't have hired any videoman to record his wedding. From what he told me, he never plan to have a video man and i am the choosen one=.=" Frankly speaking, I hold my camera more than a camcorder and my camera skill still not mature enough. Now he wants me to help him record video. I totally can't imaging what's going on. What's more, my family has never own a camcorder and he wants me learn to use within 1 day when i go back to KL. Am i going to spoil the video quality? i do not know yet. Perhaps there is somebody else can teach me well and i do wish I am a quick learner.

I went to singapore during my sem break for a backpack tour. I've a plan to singapore since the start of my sem break, but I could only achieved my aim during the second last week of my sem break. It was a 6D6N trip to singapore. A backpack tour to singapore is quite interested me because Singapore impressed me a lot and I choose singapore because there is nearest place to my country and my brother also stay singapore. For this backapck tour, I was roughly spent RM2k for the whole trip which is including hotel, food, transport and etc but since I stay my brother house therefore I just spent around RM1k^^

 

First night, I took aeroline express bus to singapore. This bus took me RM180 for return ticket because it has bigger seat and provide me 1 meal. I was boarding on bus around 6pm at Corus Hotel and it schedule take 5 hours to Singapore Harbour Front Station. However, there are so many people when crossing the checkpoint, a long queue of people waiting to enter singapore. So when i arrived at my brother living place was already 12pm. Nothing much I can do instead of sleep.

 

First day, it was a good day and my first day in Singapore. I had my breakfast with my brother at around 6am and go back to his room continue my sleep after. Around 10am, I ready myself and heading to Orchard. I went to Orchard not because I want to shopping and I have no interest in shopping since my budget not that much. I went because I wanna find a place called Tourism Board somewhere around Orchard. Inside toursim board, I got a free singapore map, some latest information about singapore and information about places of interesting in singapore. After that, I took the MRT to Novena, velocity mall for a pair of sport shoes. There are lots of sport shops in velocity mall. Finally, I've bought a pair of New Balance all terrain sport shoes. After that, I rush back to Clementi, my brother house before 7 for a dinner in schedule.

 

The second day, it was a real day I start my tour. I left my brother house together with my brother at 6.30am. The first place I was heading to is Southern Ridges National Park. I took 20-30 mins bus to Alexandra Road and began my walk from a bridge called Alexandra Arch. Although it called a forest walk, but in fact I was walking on a walkway which is quite far away from ground, feels like treetop walking. Along the trail, I found that there is quite peaceful and beautiful place. When I arrived at Mount Faber, I saw a bridge wtih a quite unique design and local called Henderson Waves. This bridge looks wooden but when it feel so stable and safe when I walked on it. I could saw the Harbour view at one side of the bridge and another side is city centre, it feel nice. After this 9km walk within 2 hours, I end this walk at Harhour Front then I continue my trip to MacRitchie Reservoir Park. MacRitchie park is a nice park. When I was walk alone in that park, I was forgotten where I am but just feel like I am free and far away from a rushing city, just so relaxing. One thing very important I've to say, never ever not prepare enough food and water before goes into park else will regret. I took 4 hours from the entrance of MacRitchie park walk to HSBC TreeTop canopy. I have no time to look around the pretty scene in the forest, because the trail is so narrow and quiet. In additional, I just took my breakfast at 6.30am and 2pm I was still deep inside the forest and I need to take another 4 hours to leave the forest=.=". Therefore, I decided to leave the original walkwayand take shortcut to the roadside to take taxi to the nearst MRT station. After my lunch at MRT station, I went to cityhall. From cityhall MRT station, i walked to esplanade mall and take photos bout the durian design exhibition mall and merlion of singapore and also the singapore flyer which is the highest in asia or world. Singapore has a very beautiful cityscape especially during the sunset. This night, i went home at 11pm. I made a conclusion that's never ever say singapore very small, you can walk until lame also haven't finish whole singapore and singapore not only a city but a green city with many forests.

 

Third day, I couldn't wake up that early anymore because my leg is painful and tired. I woke up at 10am something, then I went to Singapore Science Centre. No other reason but I went for the Da Vinci exhibition. The science centre is divide into few departmant which is everything about science including mathematics. The Da Vinci exhibition was not allowed camera inside. So I can only keep my camera. Inside the exhibition, there are few real Da Vinci notebooks and all Da Vinci invention and some models that Da Vinci has never make it true. I went to Singapore Zoo after 4 hours of walk inside science centre. Singapore zoo isn't smelly as what we thought or maybe not as smelly as M'sia Zoo or maybe no smell. I was very late only arrived at zoo, so I left very few time for walk around whole zoo and I've no enough time to finish the whole zoo at last. Then I straight away goto Night Safari which located just next to the zoo. Few step of walk then can experience the world first night safari. In Night Safari, camera flash also not allowed. Therefore, taking photos is very hard problem. In Night Safari, I saw a lots of night action animals. The animal impressed me is the fishingcat, it sit beside the river looking at the fishes swimming around, then suddenly a paw smash on water and a fish simply drop beside the river. And when i walked further inside the safari, some tourist found a snake lying on the trail and eating a frog. I only watched it in Discovery channel but now I saw it with my eyes, really fantastic. After that, I saw tiger and leopard with a very close distance which probably less than 1feet distance. And also Flying fox and some bats with a hand distance, really shocked.

 

During the fourth day, i woke up early morning as usual. Today, my first destination was the world largest bird park, Jurong Bird Park. It has 600 species and 8000 birds inside, a fascinating number of birds. When I entered to the park, it was just the right time they start their show. I saw how those animal trainer command those bird. After that, I saw real owls finally because I've never seen owls and most probably watch in animal planet. This park took me another 4 hours to finish all the bird and I was quite tired because I never sit down in the park. After finished three parks, people might ask me why goto those parks. It was because of there is a promotion that enter three parks just S$45 while normal price is S$58. No matter gain or loss, it just a nice experience of visiting other countries zoo so that can make a comparison. After the bird park, I went to Sentosa Island which is a place most people know when talking about Singapore. Sentosa Island has changed a lot. About 5years ago, visit to the biggest merlion and music fountain was free of charged. However, today i saw a lot of price on their signboard. Almost everything also has a price. So, I only went to beaches looking for the sunset and pretty girls. On the way to beach, I saw the casino still underconstruction and a roller coaster track. Should be another themepark with charges. Following was I bought a ticket to the music fountain, Song of the Sea. This music fountain is talking about a touching story about a princess and a boy with fascinating music and attractive style of spraying water and gorgeous fireworks.

 

The fifth day, although I still have many places haven't go thru but I was running out of time and feel exhausted because walk around 12 hours everyday. Today, I don't feel like walk so much. I just planning to goto chinatown because of I gonna buy something which my mom ask me to buy. I left my brother house around 11am and heading to clementi station for a lunch. Then I went to chinatown for a rattan mat. After asking few shops about that mat, they told me in chinatown only 1 shop is selling rattan mat. That shop is a 100years old shop in chinatown selling some oils. For that mat, I was shocked when they told me the price. That very thin rattan mat cost S$180. I am glad that I underestimated the price and I have no that amount of money with me. Then I rushed around for money and luckily I got it. After that I went home and wait for dinner with my brother. Before I have my dinner, I went to subway in westcoast plaze. I am afraid that a pretty girl work there but unfortunately I cannot tackle her. Then I had fishhead steamboat as dinner around 11pm with my brother. And my singapore trip was end at the following morning 8am at harbour front also.

 

In conclusion, as a backpacker, never ever goto shopping centrer themepark else people will look at you with a very strange sight because all of them are couples or families but you are the only one lonely man. Unless you have go a companion, and both of you like to walk indoor instead of seeing culture and the beautiful scene of the country.

i went back to my hometown after final exam.

on the way from airport back to my home...

Mom:" son, how was ur final exam??"

son:" hmm... my final exam paper and i was just like dog and cat."

Mom:" just like dog looking at cat never fear and can kick it butt, then result must be very well lor."

son:" nope, i was just like cat which only know miau miau and exam paper like a dog know to wow wow, what i answer wasn't what they want."

mom:" ......" =.=||

 

 

when i arrived at home, my dad saw me and ask me...

dad:" son, i let you sleep well; i let you eat well; i let you live well, but why you dun study well ler?"

son:" dad, because you give me a well life there, so i cant study well lor."

dad:" ???"

son:" my lecturer told me oh, everything in this world is balance de, if i got nice life, sure my result will not nice then only can balance de."

dad:" ...."

these few photos were aquired nearby my campus area. It has been around three weeks no raining in miri, sarawak. What we can say is burst, quite hot and dry. after two weeks, the bush and brushwood around my living area has started on fire. what i knew is the bush which first on fire was actually 10km from the site burning as u seen in photos and the fire has burned for weeks ago. while our lovely government urging us not to burn illegally in penisular, here have several government's place are on fire. So far, i haven't seen any fire brigade send any fire engine to extinguish the fire. So, what had our government done or they just said said only? further more, the fire spread quite fast because of the hot weather and strong wind. As you see in the photos, those trees and bush in brown colour has already tortured by the fire and the fire still spreading around the civilized place which is my university but non of the civilized person in charge in my university to call for any fire engine to extinguish the fire.

 

When i was young, the smoke from the kalimantan island tortured us once a year and cause a lot of children suffer from breathing illness and we called it air pollution from indonesia. But now i realised it our own country also one of the participants whom making the air pollution. Some said, the fire was started by hot weather but some said the fire was caused by human. No matter, it burn one week ago but still haven't see any government department take responsibility on the bush fire. As a citizen, i can only see and sigh.

 

 

P/S: smoking cause lung cancer, but what about inhale smoke from bush fire? can we take any action to sue anyone if we suffer from lung cancer?

叮呤……
门上的铃当响了起来，一个年约三十岁，穿著笔挺西服的男人，走进了这家飘散着浓浓咖啡香的小小咖啡厅。
“午安，欢迎光临！”年轻的老板娘亲切地招呼着。
男人一面客气地微微点了点头，一面走到吧台前的位子坐了下来。开口对老板说：“麻烦给我一杯摩卡，谢谢。”
“好的，请稍候。”老板娘微笑着说。
接着便开始熟练地磨碎咖啡豆，煮起咖啡来。
男人一直带着笑容看着老板娘煮咖啡的动作，似乎对这样的景像感到相当喜欢。过了没多久，老板娘便将一杯香醇的咖啡端到男人的面前。“请慢用。””谢谢。”男人将杯子拿到嘴边，浅浅地尝了一口。
“第一次来吗？”老板娘问。
“是啊！”男人答。
“觉得我们这家店怎么样？”
“很不错，气氛很好！”
“我自己也是很喜欢，所以虽然生意不好，我和我先生却还是舍不得把它关掉。”
“嗯……”男人好似有所同感地点了点头，又喝了一口咖啡。
两人沉默了一会，使得空荡的店里只剩下悠扬爵士音乐。这时男人忽然开了口，打破了这短暂的宁静。
“呃……不好意思，可以请教你一个问题吗？”
“什么问题呢？”老板娘好奇地问。
“嗯……这……这该怎么说好呢？”男人抓着头，一副不知所措的样子。
“你可以先听我说个故事吗？”老板娘点了点头，示意男人继续说下去。
“我以前有个很要好的女朋友，已经到了要论及婚嫁的地步。我和她之间的感情发展得相当平凡，并不是什么经过大风大浪、轰轰烈烈般的爱情。但我想从我第一眼看到她的时候，就仿佛有一股魔力，有一个声音，在推动着我，在告诉着我，就是她了，她就是我一直期待着的女孩。
更令我高兴的是她也响应了我的示爱，接受了我。这一切的顺利让我整个人陶醉于幸福的喜悦之中，只不过……”
“只不过，发生了什么事了吗？”老板娘打断了男人的话。
“嗯……”男人脸色沉了下来，略微停顿了一下后，又继续开口说下去。”只不过我忘了幸福的背后，往往藏匿着最可怕的恶魔。就在我们订婚前一个月的一个晚上，她……她却遭到歹徒的强暴……”
“啊！”老板娘惊讶地啊的一声叫了出来。
“都怪我！要是我那天坚持送她回去就好了！”男人用力地捶打着桌面，使得杯子中的咖啡因剧烈的震动而洒了出来。
“你要我问的该不会就是这个吧。”老板娘一面擦拭着洒出来的咖啡一面说。
“不，不是的！我对她的感情不会因为这样而有所动摇，我决定仍旧如期订婚，可惜就在我们订婚的那一天，她……上吊自杀了。”男人说话的语调十分地平静，但从他的表情上看得出，当时的他是多么的难过与震惊。
“自杀！那她有没有怎么样？”老板娘睁大了眼睛，紧张的看着男人。
“幸运的是我们发现得早，送到医院时还有气，只是脑部因为长时间缺氧，而呈现昏迷状态，甚至一度有成为植物人的危险。”
“那她后来有醒过来吗？”
“有的，她醒了！”
“但……但当我得知她醒了的消息，高兴地要去看她时，却被她父母给拦在门外。”
“为什么？她父母为什么不让你去看她？”
“当她父母跪在地上求我的时候，我才知道原来她失去了记忆，失去了认识我以后的记忆，医生说这是选择性失忆症，当人在遭遇极大的打击时，会逃避性的藏起一些记忆。她父母求我暂时不要再出现在他面前，他们认为让她就这样忘了之前的一切对她比较好，怕我要是去见她或许会让她回想起来，到时她可能又会陷入昏迷，甚至又跑去自杀。”
“她父母这么说也是有道理，反正只是暂时嘛，等她情绪和身体都稳定了，你就又可以见她啦！”老板娘听了男人的话后这样说着。
男人对着老板娘微微笑了笑后说：“你知道他们的暂时指的是多久吗？是十年啊！也就是这十年里我得要忍受这样没有她的日子，就算偶尔在路上碰面，也得要装作陌生人一般地和她擦肩而过。你知道这样的日子有多难熬，这样想爱却又不能爱的心情有多痛苦。”
男人用着近乎咆哮似

“虽然会很痛苦，但你还是选择了这条路吧！”老板娘用着怜悯的眼神看着男人。
老板娘的眼神让男人冷静了下来，点头说：“嗯，而且到今天就满十年了。”
“哦，真的吗！？那真是恭禧了，你努力撑了十年，到今天终于可以去见她了！”老板娘开心地说。
“是这样没错！但是愈到这一天，我反倒愈害怕。十年了，我的心意是没有改变，但是她呢？如果我跟她说了以前的事，她还是想不起我那怎样办？或者是她已经有男朋友，甚至于结婚了呢？”
“这就是我想教你的问题！！”男人似乎略带紧张的看着眼前年轻的女店主，静静地等待着她的答复。
“嗯……”老板娘说，“我想既然你这么爱那个女孩，她记不记得你其实并不重要，最多是重新开始而已，再重新追求她一次，再重新谈一次恋爱，其实也很不错吧，而且就算有男朋友了也没关系啊，把她从他手中抢过来不就行了吗？”
老板娘笑着说。“但是，”她忽然将表情严肃了起来。
“但是如果她已经结婚了的话，那你就放弃吧，我们结了婚的人啊，是最痛恨有人破坏人家家庭的了。”
“是吗！”男人低着头冷漠地说。
“没错，所以你可千万别做个破坏别人家庭的人哦。”
挂在门上铃铛又响了起来，走进来几个刚下课的大学生，老板娘走出吧台，忙着招呼这几位新来的客人。
“对了，”老板娘好象忽然想到了什么，转过头来看着男人。
“你为什么会想问我这些啊，我和你不过是第一次见面而已啊！”她好奇地问。
“嗯……为什么呢……大概是因为那个女孩曾说过，结婚以后要和我一起开一家像这样的咖啡厅吧。”
“哦，原来是这样子啊。”老板娘说。
“嗯，只是这样而已，只是这样而已，只是这样而已，只是……”男人不停地重复着同样一句话，就好象在藉此告诉自己什么似的。
爵士乐停了下来，使得整个屋子里，只剩下大学生谈笑的声音。
男人低着头偷偷地瞄着老板娘手上的结婚戒指，一滴温暖的眼泪，悄悄地滑进了那杯早已冷却的咖啡里。

There are lots of things in this world. Among these, what is the most luxurious thing to u? Rolls-Royce? Airforce one? Häagen-Dazs ice-cream? Thousands feets of Bungalow decorate like a six star hotel at the seaside? gold ring with 24 carat diamond? Godiva chocolate? Limited edition Apple laptop? Ferrari's limited edition bicycle? Ducatti motorcycle? best chef in your kitchen? Billions of cash in your saving account? Gold bars in your locker? Those things you can't get? Those things other people think are luxurious? Thing with finest quality? or your mom's dishes and your happiness family?

 

Everyone has their own aims. When you were young, your goal always higher than what your ability can do. People always greedy to aim on what they think luxurious to them or other said it is luxurious. Some of them chasing to the greatest power in politics, some looking for the prosperities, some seeking to the finest quality product and best feeling. Some even dream to own all of above. However, when a people become older, a different view is pop up in their mind, they looking for the warmest family feeling, they just regret what they blind seeking for those useless things among their lifetime.

 

People always having a great ambition when they were young, then chase for it with their entire lifetime. Maybe human is a very special species, always trying to get something they couldn't reach but forgotten what's most important to them. Do you think everything you have and everything you aim to goal is important to you? So, what is the luxurious thing to you before you regret to get them?

 

 

tis a quite touching song, latest from fm. but not know is it the latest in europe.

i like tis song pretty much especially the phrase"cos if one day u wake up and find that u missing me, and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be, thinking maybe you'd come back to the place that we'd meet."

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廚師和老和尚

幸福是懂得原諒的開始~

缘分是一种很炫的东西~~

把自己知道的甜言蜜語說出來吧···

愛，絕對不是缺了就找，更不是累了就換

早晨，雾未散尽，天边已渐渐显出淡浅的紫红，整个天空从昏暗中亮了起来。刚拂晓的天空并无想象中的金光闪闪，却带着一丝丝的温柔，太阳仿佛怕把睡梦中的人吵醒般的悄悄地从天边爬了出来。飞鸟，没有满天飞，也没有叽里呱啦的烂叫，只是分成零零散散的几只，静静地划过天空，不滞留一些痕迹。

天，随后蓝了，大雾散尽，万里无云。早晨，依然平静，人们也仿佛不需上班，都不见忙碌的道路有一丝丝繁忙的迹象。太阳， 开始向大地发出热情，大地撇开夜里的冷漠，向太阳回以略少的日，万物却夹在当中，享受热情并流个满额汗。

天，依然蓝的无话可说，仔细凝望，似乎可以望出另一个世界，是无边宇宙，还是天堂地狱。蔚蓝的天，似是保护万物的膜，却无实体。让人感觉就像完全曝露在无尽的虚空中，却看不出虚空中的无尽。